You lost your sense of self at some point and attempted to reclaim it on your own, but you were unable to do so. So we lean on others, expecting them to complete us, and when they don't, we blame them for making us worse than we already were.

What if I told you we've been living our lives backwards?

Human-kind cannot be our God, so they will fail us at some point, as will you, so why not try something different?